I wanna go to the ocean. Hear the waves. Feel the wind. Nothing else matters.

A Nice Change From All Those FMLs

When I was 4 years old, my family went on a Disney cruise. I was so excited...but I ended up getting sea sick. As I gloomily watched the other kids play with Mickey, I felt a someone tap my shoulder. It was Donald Duck. He stayed by my side the entire time, making sure I was having fun. To this day, he's still my favorite character. Donald Duck GMH

I found a great site today, it's like FML's sister site: GivesMeHope
and I was feeling a bit down for a while but after I read these stories, I can't help but smile to myself. So heartwarming. Really, that site gave me hope. :)

capek capek capek 

dadah.

A Former God

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars, and in the middle, you see the blue center-light pop, and everybody goes ahh..."

-Jack Kerouac, On the Road.

It's the holidays now and I guess my reading phase is back again. I just started Neil Gaiman's American Gods, and maybe I'll tackle some Kerouac once I'm done. Anyway, life has been monotonous, and I think I've decided to put a stop on something that's been bugging the hell out of me since a few months ago. I just hope I won't slip again, god help me.

I've always wanted to do what Kerouac did. Just pack up and leave and travel cross country to try and find that missing something. The dream maybe. I don't know, I guess I feel lacking in experience. Freedom is a really hard thing to come by nowadays. I wanna feel it just for once in my life.
And yeah, I guess that quote say a lot about my preference. It's the mad ones I'm crazy about hahaha

btw American Gods is a very interesting read. Recommended.

whatever, I'm still waiting for my DVDs. ta ta

Eight is beyond Great

Hello there, I'm posting from my iPod looooh hahaha jadi sebenernya gue cuman pengen ngetes doang.

Anyway, hari ini akhirnya, akhirnya, akhirnya, gue dan 7 teman terbaik dan tersayang gue ngumpul bareng wiiiiii akhirnya!

I really missed the eight of us hanging out together like this. So much fun!

Well, off to take more pics, ttyl!

Murakami

so, today's 999. no big deal, nothing really happened anyway. It was a pretty suckish day, especially that my school is hosting this thing about deepening religion and stuff. Blah, boring. I mean, I'll be religious when I want to be. Stuffing things like this in our throats aren't gonna make us holier, whatever that means.

Well my brain's fried this night. I'm feeling a little shitty. Idek why, I guess this is my anti social phase of the month.

Actually I had a lot to say, but for some reason I spaced out and forgot all about it when I started writing this, so the point of this post is essentially: nothing. rocks fall, everybody dies.

Anyway here's a nice quote from one of my favorite authors, Haruki Murakami. He's the guy shown in that pic above;

"I want you to remember me. If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets."

It struck a chord in me, even though I don't know who I'm supposed to be saying this to. Oh well, whoever you are, please show up soon. I'll be chillin' over here drinking Thai Tea and reading Murakami ok?

EARTHQUAKE

oke, reporting live from Graha Irama Kuningan, Jakarta hahahha sok asik abis. BARUSAN GEMPA BUMI WEY gila udah agak lama juga ga ngerasain. Mana gue lagi di basement pas kejadian, nungguin nyokap abis meeting di gedung manaaa tau. Rasanya kayak ada yang goyang goyangin mobil gue gitu, gue kira ada supir iseng atau apaaaa gitu ga nyangka juga ada gempa, lagian orang2 pada diem aja sih pas kejadian hahaha syok.

Pas ketemu nyokap di lobby beliau udah panik abis abisan, katanya dia panik pas liat sms gue: "Ma, dyanie tidur dulu ya di basement" anjir kalo gue meninggal disana gimana coba, ironis abis smsnya.

Gempanya lama parah, kata orang2 ampe 4 kali gitu, pas liat di detik.com ternyata 7.3 skala richter, pusat gempa 142 km Barat Daya Tasikmalaya. Ada kemungkinan tsunami dan gempa susulan, gatau deh yg bener yg mana. Misalnya something big happens gue post deh (kalo gue selamet)

And oh yeah, Oasis fucking broke up. And I didn't get to see them live yet. Boys, why are you such fucking drama queens? Think of the fans! grrr fuck it, you'll always live forever (at least, to me)


toodles.