My passion makes me a genius, but it also makes me a fool. It inspires me to love, yet it also makes me cruel. This fire which burns within me, sustains me day and night. For it makes his yokes quite easy, and makes my burdens light. In hastiness I unravel, what is untamed within me, I lose sight of the meaning, I look but cannot see. For to see is to live and to live is to love, so instead I quiet myself, and I listen to the dove

-Laaviebohemei

November Hovember

Hello twits! long time no blog hahaha just so you know, November was hella tiring. The first week was all jamboree preparation and my brother's pre wedding ceremony, the second week was the official jamboree for the 34th batch of Alpus1 and also my brother's wedding in Bandung at the same time. The third week, which is today, was an official council briefing with the teachers to determine which programs to run and which to just scrap and junk. So it's not really weird that I caught a cold in the middle of this all right?

Oh and yesterday was my brother's dinner party at De La Rossa. My friends came too! Thank you sooo much for Kemal, Satshi, Ravy, Ahdan, Kamal, Adel, Dimas, Kresna and Dysa for coming! Also much much much love and thankfulness to Vibby and Beby <3 Pics of yesterday will be coming up soon, I'm still a bit freaked by how pale and geisha-like I was hahahaha

Anyways, I opened my pics folder in my mac and found a lot of old pics of me and my friends. Some of them are from junior high, which I'm gonna post soon enough, and some are from our earlier days of our first year in Alpus. So here you go! This was taken around January 2009? Or was it February?

gatau knp suka sama foto ini. Perspektifnya bagus gaksih? trs gue keliatan kurus yaa poin pluslah. Liat ada Kemal sama kepalanya Kresna nongol.

Ini di lift. Itu Kemal blkng gue ufufufu

Ini Adhien. Rada fisheye gitu gaksih fotonya? Oya itu ada Kemal lagi tuh nyempil di background.

pasangan homoseksual. tp yg kiri het juga sih wkwk

TRIO ALBIN ♥♥♥

Dimas. Demi Allah ini pake lensa biasa loh bukan fisheye. Emang mukanya aja kyk gini kocak abis.

With Arrey! skrg tp dia sombong gak pernah keliatan lagi. I wonder what happened to him..

Ikatan Selir Yudistira. Sekarang sudah bubar.

With Samira Fanny and Depe hahahaha I'm sorry deh dep kepilihnya foto lo yg ini

Foto official pertama? mungkin? yg gue tau ini foto genah pertama kita loh, boleh dong digedein dikit hahahaha

So that's it I guess? foto liputan dinner party mungkin akan menyusul. Tergantung mood gue :|

Blog you later twits!

Quickie

So, quick question: should I make a deviantart account? Tadi temen smp gue nanyain dan gue jadi mikir2 buat bikin. Dulu gue pengen bikin cuman yaa masih abal gitu jepretan gue kan malu fufufu tapi apa kalo udah bikin jadi memacu buat gak males hunting ya? Masih agak bingung deh. Tapi penasaran juga sih. Gausah mikir jauh2 deh username gaul aja gue belom nemu hahahaha

whatever. totally random post here. carry on.

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.

I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there. I did not die.

-Robert Hepburn




and this folks, is the last update you'll see from me for today. see ya

PHOTOBLOG 01

left to right: Ari Kemal Ahdan. Pas lagi pemilu OSIS nih. Ada 2 foto nyasar dari sini karena di Tarph gak ada Ari sama Rendi. Anyway Ari terlihat sok keren Kemal terlihat ngantuk dan Ahdan terlihat sadar kamera. Lanjuuuut

Nah yang ini Rendi. Anaknya.... gitu deh. Santai2 gimanaaa gitu. Rada dancing grass sih hahahaha bukan nyindir apa2 loh, dancing grass maksudnya ngikut2 aja dan biasanya harus ada angin yg niup dulu baru gerak. Ngerti gak sih maksud gue apa? Anyways dia anak motor dan biasanya suka gak ikut jalan gara2 bingung motornya mau ditaro dimana. Ren ren.

Bahahaha dari Tarph lagi, tadi si Ravy marah2 gitu karena di post terakhir gue gak ada fotonya. Sekarang banyak tuh Rav happy now?!?! Ravy yang make baju putih. Bukan, bukan yg sebelah kanan gue. Itu Om Bejo namanya.

Ahdan Kresna Kemal gue Bejo. Cerah ya fotonyaaa apalagi Bejo tuh senyumnya cukup muda mudi. Ahdan juga sih senyum bahagia, cuma gue udah biasa liatnya jadi ga usah dikomentarin ah.

:P

Dysa & Ravy. They're totally BFFs, don't they look cute together? fufufu

Kalo kata Kresna: ini kerajaan blackboxxxx hahaha tapi kurang 2 raja. Yaudah sih kan ada gue sebagai permaisurinya yegak wkwk dan kayaknya permaisurinya bakal nambah (?)

Kalo kata Kemal: "geng kitaaa" hahahaha kem kem. Kalo ini geng harus dikasih nama dongz. Any suggestions? wakakakka sampah

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Jadi gue ga bisa menahan hasrat buat photoblogging. Jadi deh double post dalem satu hari (technically nggak sih karena skrg udah tanggal 2) hahahaha dan mungkin kayaknya gue bakal sering nih ngepost foto2, biar isi blog gue bukan curahan hati doang gityuuu kan basi lama2. Episode kali ini lebih banyak memperkenalkan teman2 lelaki gue. Kenapa yg cewek nggak? Karena mereka sangat banyak fotonya dan gue mabok kalo jam segini harus milihin atu2. Kalo cowok kan dikit tuh jadi gampang deh fufufu next episode ya gurlz.

HELLO THERE

i'd like to call them my fellow unbelievers. Or believers. idk. All I know is they share a similar way of thinking with me, which is nice of course. Introducing from left to right, Kresna Reja Bejo Dysa Me Kemal and Ahdan. Yeah the three of us ain't coming to that sanlat thing. Guess who.

NEW HEADER! keliatan banget ye cacatnya, tapi ini buah hati dan karya gue sendiri jadi gakpapa deh namanya juga baru nyoba. Masih belom puas tapi nih rasanya blog gue masih kurang warna....... atau gimanalah gitu. Nanti diakalin lagi deh.

Anyways, today is my one month anniversary with him. Nice to know that we haven't had any problems with our relationship so far yegak hahaha let's hope for the best aja ya buat ke depan.

Tapi tapi tapiiiiii besok dia dan angkatan gue pergi ke cigombong buat salam. Apa tuh salam? itu singkatan dari pesantren alam. Tujuannya sih memperkuat iman dan taqwa, katanya. Personally gue gak percaya ama ginian. Mau beriman ya harus dari diri kita sendirilah mana bisa gara2 dicekokin agama selama 3 hari terus secara ajaib jadi alim. Blah, society and their absurdity.

And I'm trying to post more photos in this blog to make things more colorful. Let's see if it works, shall we? Oh and I'm planning to change my url too if that's possible. Lately I'm into changes, idk why.

So my friends and my ♥, happy sanlat! Wish you guys a safe journey out there. I'll be chillin' here in Jakarta with my fellow unbelievers hahahaha