Selamat sore!
Gue baru potong poni loh barusan. Gue ke salonnya nyetir sendiri terus abis dua jam manjain diri sendiri disana, langsung balik ke rumah.
Oi Dy, penting abis ginian doang dimasukin blog. Hahahaha actually, gue nulis ini di blog karena gue baru aja dapet ilham. And well, gue pengen aja merealisasikan ilham ini dalam bentuk kata-kata. Biarin aja didapet pas di salon atau bukan >:p
Jadi gini ceritanya, tadi gue lagi duduk sambil buka twitter dan baca-baca novel sambil nungguin rambut gue di blow, tiba-tiba aja it hit me. Gue baru sadar selama ini gue nulisnya hal2 yang bikin depresi doang di blog. Yang emo2 shit gitudeh hahahaha padahal gue gak gitu doang orangnya. I'm much more than this emo fucked up teenager writing her sorrows on her blog. So, why don't I write a happy post once in a while?
And here it is. Abis dapet ilham bahwa gue harus nyoba nulis hal-hal yang lebih bright di blog, gue cabut dari salon. Gue masuk mobil, nyalain CD, terus injek gas. And I don't know what it was; it could be the sun setting in my rearview mirror, a nice song was playing on the radio, or the fact that I feel oddly independent -driving by yourself, paying by yourself, buy food for yourself--
Dan di saat itulah gue dapet ilham kedua untuk hari ini. I let go. Oke, gue bukan ngomongin tentang dia dan dia hahahaha Believe me, this is about someone else. I've loved and I love. But then again, the movies, the valentine cards, and the cheap harlequin romance novels got it wrong. It doesn't matter how long you wait for the one you love. It doesn't and wouldn't change the fact that he doesn't return your feelings.
Jadi, gue lepas sekarang! :P
Dan gue baik-baik aja sekarang. Sendiri itu lebih enak, walaupun kadang-kadang emang sepi. But right now, in this very moment, I'm happy to be by myself :)
and for you: as long as you're happy, then it will make me much, much more happier.
