Wednesday, September 30, 2009


I wanna go to the ocean. Hear the waves. Feel the wind. Nothing else matters.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

A Nice Change From All Those FMLs

When I was 4 years old, my family went on a Disney cruise. I was so excited...but I ended up getting sea sick. As I gloomily watched the other kids play with Mickey, I felt a someone tap my shoulder. It was Donald Duck. He stayed by my side the entire time, making sure I was having fun. To this day, he's still my favorite character. Donald Duck GMH


I found a great site today, it's like FML's sister site: GivesMeHope
and I was feeling a bit down for a while but after I read these stories, I can't help but smile to myself. So heartwarming. Really, that site gave me hope. :)

Friday, September 18, 2009

capek capek capek 
dadah.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

A Former God


"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars, and in the middle, you see the blue center-light pop, and everybody goes ahh..."

-Jack Kerouac, On the Road.



It's the holidays now and I guess my reading phase is back again. I just started Neil Gaiman's American Gods, and maybe I'll tackle some Kerouac once I'm done. Anyway, life has been monotonous, and I think I've decided to put a stop on something that's been bugging the hell out of me since a few months ago. I just hope I won't slip again, god help me.

I've always wanted to do what Kerouac did. Just pack up and leave and travel cross country to try and find that missing something. The dream maybe. I don't know, I guess I feel lacking in experience. Freedom is a really hard thing to come by nowadays. I wanna feel it just for once in my life.
And yeah, I guess that quote say a lot about my preference. It's the mad ones I'm crazy about hahaha

btw American Gods is a very interesting read. Recommended.

whatever, I'm still waiting for my DVDs. ta ta

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Eight is beyond Great

Hello there, I'm posting from my iPod looooh hahaha jadi sebenernya gue cuman pengen ngetes doang.

Anyway, hari ini akhirnya, akhirnya, akhirnya, gue dan 7 teman terbaik dan tersayang gue ngumpul bareng wiiiiii akhirnya!

I really missed the eight of us hanging out together like this. So much fun!

Well, off to take more pics, ttyl!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Murakami



so, today's 999. no big deal, nothing really happened anyway. It was a pretty suckish day, especially that my school is hosting this thing about deepening religion and stuff. Blah, boring. I mean, I'll be religious when I want to be. Stuffing things like this in our throats aren't gonna make us holier, whatever that means.

Well my brain's fried this night. I'm feeling a little shitty. Idek why, I guess this is my anti social phase of the month.

Actually I had a lot to say, but for some reason I spaced out and forgot all about it when I started writing this, so the point of this post is essentially: nothing. rocks fall, everybody dies.

Anyway here's a nice quote from one of my favorite authors, Haruki Murakami. He's the guy shown in that pic above;

"I want you to remember me. If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets."


It struck a chord in me, even though I don't know who I'm supposed to be saying this to. Oh well, whoever you are, please show up soon. I'll be chillin' over here drinking Thai Tea and reading Murakami ok?