bye?

"I am a jumble of passions, misgivings, and wants. It seems that I am always in a state of wishing and rarely in a state of contentment."



The next few weeks are gonna be fucking hectic.
Might disappear for a while.


ps: we're into the second month today :) let's hope december's better than november ok?

My passion makes me a genius, but it also makes me a fool. It inspires me to love, yet it also makes me cruel. This fire which burns within me, sustains me day and night. For it makes his yokes quite easy, and makes my burdens light. In hastiness I unravel, what is untamed within me, I lose sight of the meaning, I look but cannot see. For to see is to live and to live is to love, so instead I quiet myself, and I listen to the dove

-Laaviebohemei

November Hovember

Hello twits! long time no blog hahaha just so you know, November was hella tiring. The first week was all jamboree preparation and my brother's pre wedding ceremony, the second week was the official jamboree for the 34th batch of Alpus1 and also my brother's wedding in Bandung at the same time. The third week, which is today, was an official council briefing with the teachers to determine which programs to run and which to just scrap and junk. So it's not really weird that I caught a cold in the middle of this all right?

Oh and yesterday was my brother's dinner party at De La Rossa. My friends came too! Thank you sooo much for Kemal, Satshi, Ravy, Ahdan, Kamal, Adel, Dimas, Kresna and Dysa for coming! Also much much much love and thankfulness to Vibby and Beby <3 Pics of yesterday will be coming up soon, I'm still a bit freaked by how pale and geisha-like I was hahahaha

Anyways, I opened my pics folder in my mac and found a lot of old pics of me and my friends. Some of them are from junior high, which I'm gonna post soon enough, and some are from our earlier days of our first year in Alpus. So here you go! This was taken around January 2009? Or was it February?

gatau knp suka sama foto ini. Perspektifnya bagus gaksih? trs gue keliatan kurus yaa poin pluslah. Liat ada Kemal sama kepalanya Kresna nongol.

Ini di lift. Itu Kemal blkng gue ufufufu

Ini Adhien. Rada fisheye gitu gaksih fotonya? Oya itu ada Kemal lagi tuh nyempil di background.

pasangan homoseksual. tp yg kiri het juga sih wkwk

TRIO ALBIN ♥♥♥

Dimas. Demi Allah ini pake lensa biasa loh bukan fisheye. Emang mukanya aja kyk gini kocak abis.

With Arrey! skrg tp dia sombong gak pernah keliatan lagi. I wonder what happened to him..

Ikatan Selir Yudistira. Sekarang sudah bubar.

With Samira Fanny and Depe hahahaha I'm sorry deh dep kepilihnya foto lo yg ini

Foto official pertama? mungkin? yg gue tau ini foto genah pertama kita loh, boleh dong digedein dikit hahahaha

So that's it I guess? foto liputan dinner party mungkin akan menyusul. Tergantung mood gue :|

Blog you later twits!

Quickie

So, quick question: should I make a deviantart account? Tadi temen smp gue nanyain dan gue jadi mikir2 buat bikin. Dulu gue pengen bikin cuman yaa masih abal gitu jepretan gue kan malu fufufu tapi apa kalo udah bikin jadi memacu buat gak males hunting ya? Masih agak bingung deh. Tapi penasaran juga sih. Gausah mikir jauh2 deh username gaul aja gue belom nemu hahahaha

whatever. totally random post here. carry on.

Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there, I do not sleep.

I am in a thousand winds that blow,
I am the softly falling snow.
I am the gentle showers of rain,
I am the fields of ripening grain.

I am in the morning hush,
I am in the graceful rush
Of beautiful birds in circling flight,
I am the starshine of the night.

I am in the flowers that bloom,
I am in a quiet room.
I am in the birds that sing,
I am in each lovely thing.

Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there. I did not die.

-Robert Hepburn




and this folks, is the last update you'll see from me for today. see ya

PHOTOBLOG 01

left to right: Ari Kemal Ahdan. Pas lagi pemilu OSIS nih. Ada 2 foto nyasar dari sini karena di Tarph gak ada Ari sama Rendi. Anyway Ari terlihat sok keren Kemal terlihat ngantuk dan Ahdan terlihat sadar kamera. Lanjuuuut

Nah yang ini Rendi. Anaknya.... gitu deh. Santai2 gimanaaa gitu. Rada dancing grass sih hahahaha bukan nyindir apa2 loh, dancing grass maksudnya ngikut2 aja dan biasanya harus ada angin yg niup dulu baru gerak. Ngerti gak sih maksud gue apa? Anyways dia anak motor dan biasanya suka gak ikut jalan gara2 bingung motornya mau ditaro dimana. Ren ren.

Bahahaha dari Tarph lagi, tadi si Ravy marah2 gitu karena di post terakhir gue gak ada fotonya. Sekarang banyak tuh Rav happy now?!?! Ravy yang make baju putih. Bukan, bukan yg sebelah kanan gue. Itu Om Bejo namanya.

Ahdan Kresna Kemal gue Bejo. Cerah ya fotonyaaa apalagi Bejo tuh senyumnya cukup muda mudi. Ahdan juga sih senyum bahagia, cuma gue udah biasa liatnya jadi ga usah dikomentarin ah.

:P

Dysa & Ravy. They're totally BFFs, don't they look cute together? fufufu

Kalo kata Kresna: ini kerajaan blackboxxxx hahaha tapi kurang 2 raja. Yaudah sih kan ada gue sebagai permaisurinya yegak wkwk dan kayaknya permaisurinya bakal nambah (?)

Kalo kata Kemal: "geng kitaaa" hahahaha kem kem. Kalo ini geng harus dikasih nama dongz. Any suggestions? wakakakka sampah

-

Jadi gue ga bisa menahan hasrat buat photoblogging. Jadi deh double post dalem satu hari (technically nggak sih karena skrg udah tanggal 2) hahahaha dan mungkin kayaknya gue bakal sering nih ngepost foto2, biar isi blog gue bukan curahan hati doang gityuuu kan basi lama2. Episode kali ini lebih banyak memperkenalkan teman2 lelaki gue. Kenapa yg cewek nggak? Karena mereka sangat banyak fotonya dan gue mabok kalo jam segini harus milihin atu2. Kalo cowok kan dikit tuh jadi gampang deh fufufu next episode ya gurlz.

HELLO THERE

i'd like to call them my fellow unbelievers. Or believers. idk. All I know is they share a similar way of thinking with me, which is nice of course. Introducing from left to right, Kresna Reja Bejo Dysa Me Kemal and Ahdan. Yeah the three of us ain't coming to that sanlat thing. Guess who.

NEW HEADER! keliatan banget ye cacatnya, tapi ini buah hati dan karya gue sendiri jadi gakpapa deh namanya juga baru nyoba. Masih belom puas tapi nih rasanya blog gue masih kurang warna....... atau gimanalah gitu. Nanti diakalin lagi deh.

Anyways, today is my one month anniversary with him. Nice to know that we haven't had any problems with our relationship so far yegak hahaha let's hope for the best aja ya buat ke depan.

Tapi tapi tapiiiiii besok dia dan angkatan gue pergi ke cigombong buat salam. Apa tuh salam? itu singkatan dari pesantren alam. Tujuannya sih memperkuat iman dan taqwa, katanya. Personally gue gak percaya ama ginian. Mau beriman ya harus dari diri kita sendirilah mana bisa gara2 dicekokin agama selama 3 hari terus secara ajaib jadi alim. Blah, society and their absurdity.

And I'm trying to post more photos in this blog to make things more colorful. Let's see if it works, shall we? Oh and I'm planning to change my url too if that's possible. Lately I'm into changes, idk why.

So my friends and my ♥, happy sanlat! Wish you guys a safe journey out there. I'll be chillin' here in Jakarta with my fellow unbelievers hahahaha

Aku

Hey, haven't blogged in a while. Akhir2 ini sibuk bgt ada ulanganlah, remedlah, midlah. SMA emang semua kayak gini atau sekolah gue aja sih?

First of all, I'm in love. or in like. Whichever you prefer hahaha to quote a pic I saw earlier this week; we might not now where this is going to take us but let us go hand in hand and find out together ;)

Anyway, It is now 11:15 PM dan besok gue ada mid fisika. Seharusnya gue tidur, tapi pikiran gue bener2 lagi penuh. Harus dikosongin dulu kalo gak bisa njelimet besok pas ngerjain vektor2an.
So. I've been thinking.

Who are we? Apa peran kita di dunia ini? Apa cuma sebagai konsumen yang ngabisin duit orang tua? sebagai tukang ngeluh kalo disuruh belajar? Kapan kita bisa bener2 berguna buat masyarakat? I'm not being snooty or anything; hell, I'm probably number one in the bitching about studying department. Tapi gue kadang2 mikir, apa guna gue buat orang2 di sekitar gue?

Sebagai teman, keluarga, kenalan, kakak kelas, adek kelas. Yes, I'm all of the above. Tapi gak mungkin cuma itu doang kan? Gue butuh sesuatu yang lebih. Gue ingin dibutuhin sama masyarakat luas dan gak cuma nebeng di orang tua terus2an. Karena kadang2 -dan akhir2 ini tambah sering- gue ngerasa gak berguna. Gue sekolah, gue ngeluh, gue males, gue makan, makan, makan, tidur, ulangin lagi, ulangin lagi dan lagi. Itu hidup gue. Untuk sementara ini cuma itu.

Mau jadi apa abis lulus? Ampe skrg gue belom bisa jawab. Dokter? FKUI, amin. kalo gak keterima yaudah, kalo keterima alhamdulilah. Tapi gue masih belom bisa bilang gue 100% commit untuk jadi dokter. Gue pengen belajar bisnis, gue pengen belajar desain, gue pengen belajar ngelukis, pengen, pengen, pengen, gak terbatas emang keinginan manusia. Liat aja sekarang, gue udah bener2 diberkahin, dikasih keluarga yang baik, berkecukupan, sekolah bagus, tapi tetep mengharapkan yang lain. This is me being an ungrateful brat. This is me being an honest ungrateful brat.

Entah kenapa gue akhir2 ini tertarik filosofi. Kira2 kalo kuliah majoring in philosophy gimana ya? Gue pengen nanya2, pengen konsultasi, tapi apa reaksi orang2 bakal mendukung? Jaman sekarang kuliah tuh yang jelas2 aja, yg masa depannya udah terjamin. Tapi filosofi bener2 menarik buat gue, mungkin karena gue sering ngelamun dan terlalu kebanyakan mikir, mungkin karena filosofi -menurut gue- mencerminkan gimana pola pikir filsuf itu sendiri. Menarik, tapi gimana ke depannya?

Gue tau bukan gue doang yang mikir gini, pasti semua orang jugalah. Tapi ini bener2 udah stuck di kepala gue sejak ngafalain rumus gerak parabola sampe sekarang, detik ini pas gue ngetik tulisan ini. Apa yang akan terjadi nanti? Apa gue masih hidup untuk ngeliat diri sendiri jadi individu yang berguna? Apa gue sempet bikin orang tua gue bangga? Gue akhir2 ini ngerasa hidup bener2 terbatas. Makanya akhir2 ini mungkin gue agak impulsive atau gimana.
Bulan lalu gue keilangan 2 orang yang cukup deket sama gue, meninggalnya deketan lagi. Gue bahkan dianggep sebagai anak sendiri sama salah satu dari mereka. Pas tau kalo beliau udah gak ada, gue bener2 nangis dan sedih dan mikir; it can happen to me anytime. to my mom, my dad, my friends. Mungkin kita ngerasa masih muda tapi apa aja bisa terjadi kan?

Bottom line is, God decides everything. Apa gue akan menjadi lintah yang ngisep2 dari orang tua terus atau gue akan jadi orang yang bisa membuat sesuatu, membuahkan hasil sesuatu yang bisa bener2 berguna buat orang2 lain. So where the hell is this life going to take me? I have no. Idea.

Sorry for this rambling whatever post, just skip it if you want. Ciao!

I wanna go to the ocean. Hear the waves. Feel the wind. Nothing else matters.

A Nice Change From All Those FMLs

When I was 4 years old, my family went on a Disney cruise. I was so excited...but I ended up getting sea sick. As I gloomily watched the other kids play with Mickey, I felt a someone tap my shoulder. It was Donald Duck. He stayed by my side the entire time, making sure I was having fun. To this day, he's still my favorite character. Donald Duck GMH

I found a great site today, it's like FML's sister site: GivesMeHope
and I was feeling a bit down for a while but after I read these stories, I can't help but smile to myself. So heartwarming. Really, that site gave me hope. :)

capek capek capek 

dadah.

A Former God

"The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow Roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars, and in the middle, you see the blue center-light pop, and everybody goes ahh..."

-Jack Kerouac, On the Road.

It's the holidays now and I guess my reading phase is back again. I just started Neil Gaiman's American Gods, and maybe I'll tackle some Kerouac once I'm done. Anyway, life has been monotonous, and I think I've decided to put a stop on something that's been bugging the hell out of me since a few months ago. I just hope I won't slip again, god help me.

I've always wanted to do what Kerouac did. Just pack up and leave and travel cross country to try and find that missing something. The dream maybe. I don't know, I guess I feel lacking in experience. Freedom is a really hard thing to come by nowadays. I wanna feel it just for once in my life.
And yeah, I guess that quote say a lot about my preference. It's the mad ones I'm crazy about hahaha

btw American Gods is a very interesting read. Recommended.

whatever, I'm still waiting for my DVDs. ta ta

Eight is beyond Great

Hello there, I'm posting from my iPod looooh hahaha jadi sebenernya gue cuman pengen ngetes doang.

Anyway, hari ini akhirnya, akhirnya, akhirnya, gue dan 7 teman terbaik dan tersayang gue ngumpul bareng wiiiiii akhirnya!

I really missed the eight of us hanging out together like this. So much fun!

Well, off to take more pics, ttyl!

Murakami

so, today's 999. no big deal, nothing really happened anyway. It was a pretty suckish day, especially that my school is hosting this thing about deepening religion and stuff. Blah, boring. I mean, I'll be religious when I want to be. Stuffing things like this in our throats aren't gonna make us holier, whatever that means.

Well my brain's fried this night. I'm feeling a little shitty. Idek why, I guess this is my anti social phase of the month.

Actually I had a lot to say, but for some reason I spaced out and forgot all about it when I started writing this, so the point of this post is essentially: nothing. rocks fall, everybody dies.

Anyway here's a nice quote from one of my favorite authors, Haruki Murakami. He's the guy shown in that pic above;

"I want you to remember me. If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets."

It struck a chord in me, even though I don't know who I'm supposed to be saying this to. Oh well, whoever you are, please show up soon. I'll be chillin' over here drinking Thai Tea and reading Murakami ok?

EARTHQUAKE

oke, reporting live from Graha Irama Kuningan, Jakarta hahahha sok asik abis. BARUSAN GEMPA BUMI WEY gila udah agak lama juga ga ngerasain. Mana gue lagi di basement pas kejadian, nungguin nyokap abis meeting di gedung manaaa tau. Rasanya kayak ada yang goyang goyangin mobil gue gitu, gue kira ada supir iseng atau apaaaa gitu ga nyangka juga ada gempa, lagian orang2 pada diem aja sih pas kejadian hahaha syok.

Pas ketemu nyokap di lobby beliau udah panik abis abisan, katanya dia panik pas liat sms gue: "Ma, dyanie tidur dulu ya di basement" anjir kalo gue meninggal disana gimana coba, ironis abis smsnya.

Gempanya lama parah, kata orang2 ampe 4 kali gitu, pas liat di detik.com ternyata 7.3 skala richter, pusat gempa 142 km Barat Daya Tasikmalaya. Ada kemungkinan tsunami dan gempa susulan, gatau deh yg bener yg mana. Misalnya something big happens gue post deh (kalo gue selamet)

And oh yeah, Oasis fucking broke up. And I didn't get to see them live yet. Boys, why are you such fucking drama queens? Think of the fans! grrr fuck it, you'll always live forever (at least, to me)


toodles.

so, question!

Hypothetically speaking: Is it considered psychotic if you sketch your secret crush on your spare time? Hypothetically hahaha

I guess this is what fasting will do to you. I mean, what can you do when you have 4 hours to kill without anything interesting in your house? Or is it just me? huh.

I want to post the sketch here, but I'm afraid the risk of being found out is too high.

etch-a-sketch,
Mrs. Gallagher

whuh?

I feel weird. Dari tadi gue ngerasa deg degan gelisah gak jelas kenapa. Padahal gue lagi asik2 streaming drama taiwan wakakaka dalam detik ini juga gue masih nungguin uwuwu ga sabar nih, emang dasar gada kerjaan aja gue, kasian ya. Anyway, tadi gue iseng2 buka twitter. Nothing new to tweet about, lagian gue lagi rada males baca bacain tweet orang. Terus gue buka facebook. Di home kan suka ada feeds dari orang2 gitu kan recent activity gitulah, nah nah nah

ada si ituuuu. Sebutlah si kumis deh hahahha I admit dari kemaren gue emang iseng2 buka fbnya, gada kerjaan ini, terus liatin foto fotonya. Agak stalkerish but whatever. My close friends must know by now that I like moustaches, it's my fetish if you will hahahhaa and a few minutes ago my weird feeling got even weirder when I saw his name. Like, kinda happy and squeeish and you know how it feels right? Almost everybody does.

Ngga tau ah. Gue ga kenal juga ya sama si kumis, cuma kenal nama dan tampang and I don't know him personally. But still, wow. It's nice to feel like this once in a while hahahhaa I'll enjoy it while it lasts. I guess this is what you call an infatuation, huh? Well whatever it is it feels good <3

ps: x doesn't change. My guess was right?

with a shit eating grin on my face,
Smitten

stop the press, I'm having a moment

this night I feel like going on a bike ride to nowhere

Okay, random fact about me: I'm mostly normal on mornings and afternoons, I rarely feel sad and maybe it's because I have a lot to do. I can think clearly and laugh at things that isn't really funny. At night though, I'm a bipolar antisocial freak. Sometimes I feel like I have a split personality because at night, I am always miserable.

curcol ya nih, dari dulu kejadian buruk pasti settingnya pas malem terus. Ya gausah disebutin aja pengalamannya, yang pasti gue jadi suka was was kalo malem malem. Apa ini emang insting manusia dari sananya? Hmm anyways kadang2 emang gue suka ngerasa tenang, mellow, apalah yang penting intinya santai. Tapi kadang2 santainya berlanjut jadi melankoli, melankoli menjadi depresi dan depresi menjadi bunuh diri hahahahha ngga deng itu terlalu lebay. Yang pasti gue suka kelewatan ngelamun dan jadi mikirin yang nggak2. (Bukan bokep juga ya maksutnya)

Another fact: I overthink. Gue suka mikir terlalu jauh, dan kebanyakan pikiran gue itu pesismis. Mau tentang nilailah, gue sendirilah, cintalah, I always see myself losing.
(oke agak aneh juga ngomong cinta di internet wakaka)

Jadi malem ini gue mikir lagi soal hal x dan gue ngerasa the end is near. I'm in a ship that is sinking and I never left the bay in the first place. Maybe it's true, maybe it's not, but I just have this strange feeling in my gut. Kinda sad, but what can you do.

Pengennya ngambil swift kakak gue terus muter2 aja malem2 keliling bintaro. Being alone in a car makes me feel better idk why hahaha apalagi sambil dengerin lagu hmmmm asik. sayangnya gue bisa disuruh tidur di got kalo ketauan ngambil mobil jam segini ck mami, mami. Jadinya gue cuman bisa ngepost disini kan hahaha lumayan deh ni blog buat cerita.

Someone surprise me. anyone, I need something unexpected to happen to me right now. This routine is getting fucking old.

to end this post I'll quote Douglas Coupland from his book "Life After God". I haven't read the book myself, but I'm definitely planning to. It sounds awesome from the quotes alone.

"And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened."

nice eh?
with love,
Loser.

Sparks & LDK

oke oke, blogging serius nih sekarang. Kan tadi baru intro doang, kalo udah diedit layoutnya wajib ngepost lagi dong huahaha

jadi kemaren gue ikut LDK OSIS/MPK gitu kan (sok asik gak semua digedein gitu? nggak kan biasa aja) di puncak, seru acaranya. Materinya suka boring sih kecuali kalo pak lardi yang ngomong hahaha itu sih ketawa terus gue. Pas materi pak zahrudin lumayan seru sih, sayangnya gue tepar abis tadabur alam alhasil gue cuman bisa nyender di tiang dan tidur ampe materi selesai. tapi gue inget ada gambar mayat dikafanin segala gitu sih, sama gambar iblis gitu ckck agak menarik sih tapi capek, gimana dong hahaha sori ya pak.

oh iya, tadabur alam tuh kayak semacem jurit malam cuman ya gapake ada yang pura2 jadi setan gitu. Singkatnya kayak hiking tapi pas pagi2 buta gitu deh, gue aja dibangunin ama kakak kelas at 2 o'clock or so. Terus pas gue di pos ketiga kalo ga salah.... gue melihat sesuatu yang aneh.

gue kan kelompok 7, buat tadabur digabung ama kelompok 8, pas nyampe pos ketiga kelompok 5&6 masih ditest gitu ama kakak2 kelas, jadi kita2 nunggu beberapa meter dibelakangnya. Disekitar situ udah mulai banyak rumah warga, gatau deh ditinggalin apa kosong, tapi kesannya kan udah deket peradaban gitu jadi ga takut2 amatlah. Pas nungguin kita2 emang udah ngantuk gitu gak ada kerjaan pula jadi gue karena udah ada rumah2 warga jadi berani liat2 sekeliling gitu kan, padahal tadinya cuman berani liat tanah doang. Pas gue liat2 gitu gue ngeliat di atas tebing ada rumah, dan diterasnya ada yang lagi mondar mandir.

Gue kedip, orang itu ilang.

jadi kemungkinan besar gue ngeliat 'itu' sodara sodara. Ya tapi gatau juga sih bisa aja soft lens gue bermasalah atau cuman sugesti doang. Tapi bodo ah gue pengennya ngeliat itu aja biar kesannya gue punya cerita mistis gitu buat dibawa pulang hahahaha

tapi bener deh, pas tadabur gue sering liat bayangan item, dayu aja pas pos 1 liat orang berbaju biru disebelah adek kelas. Tukan kebon atau apa kita gatau yang pasti dia langsung ilang hahaha seru kannnn.

Acara lainnya asik2 juga, gue pengennya ikutan nyebur cuman waktu itu lagi sakit jadi gabisa deh, untung KELOMPOK 7 JUARA 3 hahahahaha ga nyantai. lagian ga nyangka juga sih biasanya kelompok gue ga menonjol dan kurang eksis gitu, dapet 3 bolu lagi wawwwww.

Tapi sayangnya kesenangan sesaat itu hilang pas kakak kelas bilang gak semua dari 40 kita2 bakal ketemu lagi. Katanya bakal ada seleksi ulang sama guru, dan bakal dibuang 5 orang atau sekitarnya. Gilaaaaaa semoga gue lolos deh, udah susah2 LDK, udah mengeluarkan banyak energi dan waktu gitu. Pray for me guys!

Eh post gue kurang panjang ya hahahaha bodo ah lagi ada muse buat nulis nih, biasanya gue kan males. Tadi aja gue baru bangun jam 9, abis itu ngulet2 ampe jam 10. Megang laptop abis itu gak lepas2 ampe sekarang padahal abis libur langsung ulangan kimia nih, shittooooooooooo gue gak bisa apa2 cuy. tapi gue gak ada motivasi belajar juga nih, palingan ntar2 aja deh lagi pw posisi gue di tempat tidur.

Eh iya, tadi dengerin Sparks versi acousticnya Coldplay rasanya enak deh. Gelisah dan gundah gulana langsung hilang. Bahasa gue hmmm yah tapi gitulah, pagi ini gue ngerasa pesimis dan agak down sebenernya, agak menyangkut soal hal x juga sih. Hal x tuh apa coba hahahaha yah hanya gue dan Allah yang tau. Pas dengerin Sparks langsung melankolis abis cuuuuy.

Ah jadi pengen dengerin ERK kan. udah deh postnya udah kepanjangan juga. bye bye ttyl.

D. Gallagher

(norak ga pake gallagher hahahhaa bodo ah gue suka ini)

Hellow Mellow Yellow Fellow

Bikin ginian lagi kan. Dari dulu bikin blog terus tapi semangat di awal awal doang hahaha semoga ini bisa bertahan deh, pengen juga sih punya tempat curcol di dunia maya kayak orang orang lain gitu. Anyways, nothing to say except hello, walaupun kayaknya yg baca blog gue ya gue gue doang hahaha

fyi, tadinya blog gue urlnya mau mellowyellowfellow tapi udah di ambil orang ckckck sumprit. padahal kan gue mellow dan gue suka yellow, hahahahaha asik kan. skrg url gue jadi random aneh gt deh, but whatever, i'll take what i can get.


salute,
D. Gallagher